conversations with a friend

last night's text message chat with miren...

me: ei..talk to me...you ready for your monologue on monday?

miren: yup! kinda nervous, but what the hell...you?

me: more or less..we're on the same boat...but yea, im nervous already just by practicing..

miren: your worried about your monologue? okay lang yan! its just a few lines for a few moments..you're just talking...the only difference is everyone's gonna listen.

me: yea...im not bad...its all in my head...

miren: chill bud...chill..

me: thanks for listening! medyo na asar lang ako kay christine kanina eh...we were chatting earlier...she said "being gay is bad"...she takes it by culture...oh well..

miren: hahahaha! no offense but that's funny..."being gay is bad" ^_^ hahaha..she sounds like a nun..

me: she said some other things that just didnt made sense to me...i think she's homophob!she kept repeating "i will not turn gay". O_o whatever...

miren: hhmmm...maybe she is..did you just tell her now ba?

me: here's the thing...she was with me during my gr. 6 nightmare days...she should know well enough....it only came up coz i told her about my freak tv incident and my bro's gf who's lolo doesnt like gay people. you know, simpleng kwento lang..

miren: pabayaan mo na siya...find the humor in it...i most certainly am.. ^__^

me: hehehe...you find humor anywhere! ^__~

miren: its how i survive.. ^__^ i have a funny kwento nga eh...yesterday at antioch, drea (jovie's gf) and me were wearing almost the same outfit..A red shirt, white jacket and jeans...tapos si jovie naka red din..pucha! out of like 30 people kami lang yung naka-red!God has one weird sense of humor..^___^

me: ahahahaha!!! did anyone else noticed??

miren: nope...i only realized nga when she left na..i told you God likes making fun of me! ^__^

me: so in turn you make fun of me and k8? ahehehe...^__^ i never get that chance to make fun of you!! >__O

miren: i actually make fun of you more than k8. ^_^ you gotta work on your hirit style.. ^_~

me: ahahahahaha!!! i'll keep that in mind..for now let God do His job!!! ^___^


for christine..

i didnt understand some of the things you said to me...some parts of it i get it...but most of which i didnt...i know what im up agaisnt, always its in my mind, when i try and be myself...i dont know why i like making things hard for myself..but its the way i am. like for this instance, i confused myself when im sure the answer is pretty simple, right? ..last night when we were chatting...you made feel like im a bad person....i may have taken some things in the wrong light...so enlighten me...