one last post before bed

i was surfing the net and i found this quiz again!! yes...so you've noticed...when im bored...i take lame quizzes for my own enjoyment...but anyways....this quiz made me laugh!!! it was a quiz to find out what's your sex appeal...ahahahaha!!!! ^___^ the result of it need no further explanations...ROFL!!!! ^___~

song of the moment...

okay...so i slept through out the afternoon and wasnt able to go out and watch mulawin...dang! i'll just catch it tomorrow. anyways...when i woke up my ate was just browsing the tv channels and woke me up with the song.. "I'm coming out...!" ahehehe... i couldnt help but just smile when i hear it and i just laughed inside my head. now i just downloaded the song! you know, this has to be karma...we used to tease this guy with this song...now its like my theme song!!!! ahahahaha!!! and sometimes i get kinda paranoid with keight and miren when they sometimes ride in my car and they start singing this song!!! ahahahaha!!! killer!! ^___^V

song: im coming out
sang by: amerie
original: diana ross

i'm coming out
mmmmm
im coming
im coming out, yeah
im coming out
im coming out


I'm coming out (I'm coming)
I want the world to know
Got to let it show (I'm coming)
I'm coming out (Coming)
I want the world to know
I got to let it show

There's a new me coming out
And I just had to live
And I wanna give
I'm completely positive
I think this time around
I just wanna do it
Like you never knew it
Ooh, I'll make it through

The time has come for me
To break out of the shell
I have to shout
That I am coming out

I'm coming out (I'm coming)
I want the world to know
Got to let it show (I'm coming)
I'm coming out (Coming)
I want the world to know
I got to let it show (I'm coming)

I've got to show the world
All that I wanna be
And all my abillities
'Cause there's so much more to me
Somehow, I have to make them
Just understand
I got it well in hand
And, oh, how I've planned
I'm spreadin' love
There is no need to fear
And I just feel so good
Everytime I hear:

I'm coming out (Coming)
I want the world to know
Got to let it show
I'm coming out (yeah, yeah)
I want the world to know (want the world to know)
I got to let it show (I'm coming)

I'm coming out(im coming) x4
Say I'm coming out, yeah

I'm coming out (Coming)
I want the world to know
Got to let it show (ohh, I'm coming out, yeah)
I'm coming out (yeah)
I want the world to know
I got to let it show

Ohh oh oh oh
yeah, yeah
oohh, oh oh oh
yeah, yeah

The time has come for me
To break out of the shell
I have to shout
That I am coming out

I'm coming out (I'm coming)
I want the world to know (ooh)
Got to let it show (I'm coming)
I'm coming out (to hold it down)
I want the world to know (I hope I'm gonna hold it down)
I got to let it show (yeah)

I'm coming out (Ohh)
I want the world to know
Got to let it show (got to let it show)
I'm coming out (yeah)
I want the world to know (I want the world to know)
I got to let it show (I'm coming out,yeah, yeah)

movie talk

dec. 25 marked the start of the yearly manila film fest...i dont really watch alot or even watch a few filipino movies...because most of the movies are really bad....i've only watched like a handful of filipino movies and most of which i cant even remember the titles anymore....but once and a while the filipino movie industry releases a good of movies...i just wish they keep that consistency of good quality movies...and not just during the manila film fest. anyways...here's the list of the official entries of the manila film fest...if you're interested..why not watch it??

• ako legal wife [mano po 4??]
• exodus
• enteng kabisote 2 [okay ka fairy ko...the legend continues..]
  
• blue moon
• kutob
• shake, rattle and roll 7 [2K5]
• lagot ka sa kuya ko
• morning girls
• mulawin: the movie
• terrorist hunters

so all in all its 10 entries...and this is the first time the manila film fest had sooo much to offer...which actually excites me!!! which is good, by the way!!! ^____^

today, i went to the movies with my mum, dad and mica....mum and dad watched "ako legal wife" while me and mica watched "enteng kabisote 2".....my brother already watched exodus yesterday...he said it was okay but they focused too much on the fight scenes that its more fight than talk so there's not much room left for comprehension.

im really impressed after watching that movie!! the effects were made pretty well...considering what i've seen back then...and just an added info i havent seen the first one actually...which is why i kinda regretted it...but still i love it...because enteng kabisote or back then it was known as "OKay ka fairy ko"..it used to be a tv show here..where as the main character, Enteng...married a fairy princess, Faye...and all sorts of funny antics happened!!! i was a kid back then when i watched this series and its one of the few filipino tv series that i really love!!! i was really fascinated by those magic stuff they did and the storyline was great too!! and when they did this remake of the series into a movie...i wasnt disappointed at all...altho my memory of the tv series back then is kinda vague already...i can still tell that they gave justice to my childhood memories!!! ^___^ i just feel bad i wasnt able to watch the first movie...there's actually going to be a part 3 of it!! ahahahahaa!!! cant wait for that next film fest!!!

my parents loved the movie they watched too...at least they got to see the movies that showed before that!! tomorrow actually....i might just go out to the mall with mica and watch mulawin: the movie this time...mulawin was actually a recent tv series that just finished airing sometime ago...but i never got to watched it..for the reason that the stupid tv station never gave the exact time...that's one thing i hate about filipino tv...they never give time (except for RPN 9, they always have that little white digi time at the bottom!!)...tv stations would always air these commercials for their shows (which i really want to watch out of curiosity) but then they'll say the time of airing would be like "Ipapalabas ang Mulawin pagatapos ng..." its like whaaat?? i dont want to watch the show before mulawin...i just want to watch mulawin...why make it so hard on me??!! they should really learn to give the time. here's like a list of filipino tv series that i want to watch but never got to...for the reasons of there's no time...and i never got to start it from the beginning..

1. mulawin
2. encantadia
3. sugo
4. etheria

ooookaaay...so if you're from the philippines...you can tell they are all from the tv station GMA 7....im not really picky about my tv station..its just whenever i see their commercial i can immediatly tell if its good or bad...it doesnt matter if it looks low budget...but what catches my interest is that the story plot is really good!!! its the kind of show that writers actually sat down and thought about!!! i've noticed with philippine soap operas and tv series...they just start the series good then end it really bad...because writers of these shows would usually give a really good start of the story...but they never actually finish the story...so in the middle of the show...its like they keep adding these unnessesary (sp?) characters just to prolong the show and ratings...they dont know how to end it well...but just recently with GMA 7...i've noticed that they're actually doing a good job now...so when i see a new tv series that they would air...i would definitely try and catch it this time!!! ^____^V

i dont care what other people would think of me when they find out im watching these kinds of shows...they should be the ones who are embarassed (sp?) of themselves!

im green...

i got an email in my hotmail account...from some guy named, Phil...i dont even know him or know how he got my add...but i think it came from the site tickle.com i have this account there...altho i cant remember anymore...so anyways..."Phil" sent me a link to a quiz page ..."Find out you're true color" it says...the first thought that came into my mind...is this nobody mocking me?! lols. far fetched. but sometimes i cant help but just laugh at myself. well i took that lil quiz...and i got green...and i was like "what?!" then they gave a whole new meaning to it!! lols!

• You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best of people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum - reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personnal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

im amazed by the result of that quiz!!! it really hit my bulls-eye!! ^____^ but i've never actually worn anything green before...but i like the color..not neon or bright green...just the natural green. ^___~ i dont actually have a favorite color...i basically like dark and pastel colors...which is weird actually because i just thought about that right now. dark colors and pastel colors...both contrasts the other. cool, huh?

anyways...i was hoping to go to keight's house today...to at least cheer her up...but she has a dentist appointment...so maybe tomorrow...i was able to talk on the phone with sharina today! and yea, she already knows through her brother. she's worried too! but she's keeping her hopes up that it isnt the final list yet. i refuse to believe that it is the final list...there has to be something wrong with it!!! while me and sharina were talking she mentioned something to me that got stuck in my head..."...i dont need to see or be with the person everyday just to stay close..." which is really cool coz i kinda get to relate to it. i have soo many close friends who are in other countries right now. friends whom i havent seen for a long, long time. friends whom i havent spoken to for years. but its always great to know that even the gap or time spent away from each other doesnt hinder the fact that my friends and i really close up to now. its cool!! ^___~

well...its really late already...and ive been staying up late for the past few days...hence tired eyes and eye bags!!! so till next time guys...ciao!! ^____^V

wish upon a shooting star...

today...well yesterday which was just a few hours ago...my family and my cousins watched the World Pyro Olympics which was held somewhere in Pasay...near the bay...near westin...near star city...basically the fire works show was at the bay!! ahehehe...im bad with directions...anyways...it was the first day of the event so there were really alot of people...plus i didnt really know what to expect...all i know was it was a fireworks competition among different countries...the night's event was showdown between china and australia...it was really amazing!!! the first show was china...i was really hoping to see alot from china considering they are the godfathers of fireworks!!! but australia kicked their asses with big bangs!! and i really mean BIG BANGS!!! which occured to me.."oh yea!! olympics.." china had their own style..they were silent but with class...their fireworks displayed different kinds of shapes...while australia gave out big bangs and bright flashes which was cool!!! but one thing i really loved about the chinese were the firefly effects they made!! it was really cool!! and talking about cool...it was literally cold!! coz we were beside the bay and the wind was really blowing everything!!! thank God i brought jacket along!! the whole event is up to the 30th of December...so im thinking of going back to watch again with my friends...this time i'll be prepared...and i do invite you other people out there to go check it out!! its worth your 100php!! just remember to bring the following:

• jacket
• food
• drinks
• tripod (for the camera!! its hard to take good pictures without it, you have to keep your hands still...)
  
• blanket
• pillow
  
• mat

ahehehe...im serious about the last three!!! ^___^ so just trust me on it...and the food and drinks...well they sell there as well but there's really ALOT of people which makes the line for the food booths unbearable!!!! and i swear...after the whole show...when everybody was walking back to their cars...it was like exodus!! you know, the bible story?? where moses was leading the people thru the red sea!! it was like that!! i swear!! and im not exaggerating it already!!! ^__~

anyways, while i was watching the whole fireworks display....there were alot of "oohs" and "ahhs" among the crowd and i was one of them but at the back of my mind i couldnt help but think and worry about keight. i was thinking that the fireworks display was really amazing...they were like painting shooting stars in the sky...and i said to myself..."if they are shooting stars...if i make a wish among those shooting stars...will it come true? or will it fade away like its light and color?"

you see, to make it easier for you to understand....the De Lasalle entrance test results are already out...miren and keight are actually gunning for Ateneo...but you cant just apply for one college and Ateneo is one of the hardest universities to get into...so De Lasalle is one of their back-up colleges...miren got in...but keight didnt...it may not be the Ateneo results but...the thinking of.."what more if I couldnt even pass this..??" goes on into one's mind...it really brings a person down...im not just worried about keight who didnt got in but also sharina...i remember she told me..."its Lasalle or nothing"...i dont know if she knows that the results are out...and...i dont know...at first i want to tell her...but i couldnt bring myself to it...i've never applied for any college before (i dont even think i will) since my future is pretty much set up already...im partially enrolled in that culinary school that i kept talking about...so i never experienced any of these agonizing moments of my friends...who are in the edge of theirs seats just waiting to find out if the university/college will accept them...and now...it happens...i dont know what to do...by the way, miren isn't around...she's in hong kong for the holidays so she still doesnt know that she got in nor does she know about keight's situation. so ive been comforting keight by myself...i just dont have enough self-confidence in me to know if im saying the right things or doing the right things for keight..im just basically worried about her and i want her to feel better. plus for the record...i dont believe those results. because i know keight..she studied her heart out for the whole 3rd year and 4th year of highschool!!! its impossible for that to happen!! so in any given time, i'm willing to go to Lasalle with her and personally check the results...because the results we saw are just posted in the internet...and i kept saying to myself that "its not true and that their system just hasnt been updated, maybe not all of the names have been posted yet...that has to be reason why keight and sharina's name are still not on the list..." that's my only hope and chance that i've been wishing and praying for!!! i just cant accept it when i know the facts so well...and suddenly when im just soo sure of it...it goes wrong...i may not understand the feelings of my friends fully on this but i can sympathize with them because i feel bad...im always the one telling them they're shoe-in for Ateneo...and if my "facts" are suddenly proven to be fictional...i dont know what to do...

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...God...please...help them....

noche buena and manga!!

i've been surfing and downloading the net more often than lately these days...and i've stumble upon this great site for manga downloads!!! yay!! now i can finish the series!! riz gave me manga before as presents...but i neer got to finish 'em since mangas here are expensive...lucky me!! now i can just download the missing pieces of the story!!! yay!! if you want to check it out here's the [link] but you have to register first to download...pretty simple plus its free!!! ^___^V

oh yea...i forgot!! its officially christmas!! ahahaha!!! merry christmas everyone!!!! last night....like the usual thing we do here...we went to the christmas eve mass then noche buena at my uncle's house!!!!!! i had a lot of fun!! then as always..my yearly christmas calls!! i just called trina since i know liz is in singapore already (i dont know her number there) and christine...i can never seem to reach her cell now.. O__o well still its fun to have a yearly tradition!! and its great to know when trina told me my yearly christmas calls always makes her christmas holiday complete!! ahehehe... ^___~ its the highlight of my christmas eve too, trina!!! ^____^V and as promise...here are some pictures from last night....

me, my ate and my cousins!!


my neice and cousin


me and my cousin

i swear!! my cuz loves her dog sooo much that the dog even has her own milk bottle!!! ^__~

i just love my cuz's puppy!! she's sooo cute!!! XD

my dad and my aunts

happy holidays everyone!!!!!

^___^V the weather's cold here lately...heck! i dont need aircon when i sleep and it feels like the AC is on!!! brrrr..... i woke up today with riz's msn messages to me...i left my laptop on since i was downloading the first episode of Maria-sama ga Miteru (fave anime)...when i woke up that's when i just noticed i typed my msn nick wrong!! just showed how sleepy i was!! i typed "skeepig"!! ahahaha!! supposedly "sleeping"!!! oh well....riz seemed to get the message!! ^___~ well there you go...a new word for my book of anna's weird words!! ahahahaha!! if ever i start writing one!!! O___o well this christmas...you can feel the atmosphere going on here...but its sad that the spirit isnt that high as before...you dont see much of lights or lanterns...and even though the mall's are all packed with shoppers...people arent really buying alot of gifts....its a sad christmas this year.... the bad economy status has really dictated this year's spirit...oh well...best wishes for everyone and merry chrismas!!!

anyways...in the lighter side of life...

i got lots of cool gifts this year and i really love 'em!! although i cant help but be a bit more selfish than usual!! *evil grin* there's this pocket watch that i really want...i actually have one already...but its designed after the pocket watch of the anime, Full Metal Alchemist...and i dont even watch that anime!!! i want a pocket watch that's based on one of my favorite anime, NOIR!!! ahehehe...if ever anyone see's it...gimme a ring!!! let me know!! i checked out ebay and froogle...but alas..i have no avail...oh well...ahehehe...^____~

this is the image that's engrave on the pocket watch....

crazy with flash animation!!!!

i swear i gotta get myself some flash macromedia programs!!! i wanna learn how to make these fun cartoons!! its sooo cool!! check these out, ok?? they're from DAs...love 'em!!

whispering moon - this one is a serious flash animation...but the story is really wonderful and its a TRUE story from the animator's life...actually made me teary eyes!!!

the cloud song - this one is really cute and funny!!! i love it!!! i swear!!

oh..btw, to enjoy optimum funnness and satisfaction of these flash cartoons its best to have your speakers on... ^__^V

evil luck and cool gifts

*click on the pic to see what's written on the laptop!!!*

two days ago we went to greenhills and my dad bought me a laptop as a christmas and bday gift rolled in one!!! its really cool!! (heck im using it right now!!!) and i love it!!! then just yesterday...i almost broke it!! ahahahahaha!! disaster talaga ako!! its coz my laptop has this slot at the side (for the SD memory card)..and i was using it for transferring my files from the desktop compter to this one (the laptop)...now the memory card slot has a dud card inside that acts as a cover...when i was done using the slot...i was going to return the dud card but then...i placed it back in the wrong way!! so it got stuck and i couldnt take it out?!?!?! i panicked!! but luckily my bro was here to fix everything!! *sigh of relief* after that...i started reading the manual...better learn how to take care of this more properly!!! *sweatdrop* i wrote on the dud card "EVIL" just a little reminder that when im putting it back...evil is suppose to be right side up!!! ahehehehe....after that...the same day...my dad asked me if the 32 MB memory card could fit in the SD memory slot of my laptop...i tried but then the 32 MB memory card was far too small....so it went straight in!!!!! aaaaahhh!!!!!!!!! another panick attack!!! but as aslways...my brother was here to rescue my laptop!!! he rules!!!! ^___^V and i swear...that slot is EVIL!!! and what would i do without my bro?? luckily i got him a great gift to reciprocate!!! ^__^ bought him that (Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children) jewelry set...he loves those things (like me!) its an additional display piece for his growing collection!!!

my bro has this collection of 15" and 18" figurines of different characters from movies or games...he has Freddy Krueger (Nightmare on Elm Street), Morpheus (Matrix), an Alien (Alien), Darth Vader head gear (Star Wars)....and it goes on...so you get it, dont you?? and my taste somewhat leans to that area...coz it sooo coool!!!!!!! *shakes fist* and im starting my collection already as well...slowly..but surely...i'll have my own collection as well!! i already have two pieces!! ahehehehe...*holds on to the samurai x figurines!!*

oh!! and also..if you look at the pic...at the background is the anime figurines my lil sis gave to me!!!!! its sooo cool!!!!! isn't it?? wheeee!!! then beside my laptop also is the ceramic tiger spoon that my friend, Rose, gave to me!!! its sooo cute!! i love it!!!! then miren gave me this journal notebook since i love to doodle and just write soo many random stuff!! ^___~ the design is really neat!!! and keight gave me a doggy figurine calendar..i know it sounds weird...but i dont know how to describe it in any other way... ^___^

so yea....so far those are the mentionable gifts ive recieved....

christmas is coming!!! and i dont feel it or see it anywhere...which is sad...

enough for a fiesta!!

that's what my dad said to me after i cooked the noodles!!! >___O apparently, i thought he said i should cook 1kg worth of noodles for the pasta...sooo...whoops!! but all in all...its really good!!! i boiled tomatoes, peeled and seeded 'em...then sauteed it with garlic and onions...i was suppose to blend it to make tomato puree sauce...but our blender's broken..so i just mashed up the tomatoes and sauteed it again but with mushrooms and shrimp this time. ^___^V yum!! it was a good dinner!! anyways...my lil' sister gave me her christmas gift to me already!! awww.....and i dont have any!! geeez....what a sister!!! and im bad also...i opened the gift already!! i couldnt wait!! well...its my gift!! i can open it whenever i want to!! ahahaha!! well i was really overwhelmed by the gift!! mica gave me two anime figurines!! father and son, Kenshin Himura and Kenji Himura!!! its sooo cool!!!! oh well..i'll try and find something for her and the rest of the family tomorrow...going out shopping in greenhills!! yay!!!!

waaah!! update!!!

exams are over!! oh yea!!! im pretty sure i did everything pretty well...EXCEPT for social studies!! dammit!!! i switched elastic with the inelastic properties...and i based 80% of my answers on it!! oh well... *sweatdrop* i know i did good in my quizzes so i hope it'll make up for that weak exam!! ^__~ anyways, after the last exam which was cle....we went to Faith's debut party!!! i've never been to a debut except for my sister's but i wont count that. so...it was really great!! and we had a lot of fun!! and a lot of drinks went around too!! ahehehe... and yea, as expected from Faith, the party was grand!!!! she had these papparazzi going around for pictures and videos...then there was this cool entrance she made where she sat on bamboo poles carried by men!! ahahahaha!! the whole theme was filipiniana/muslim!! i never knew she was 1/4 muslim...but it was cool coz it was different!!! ^___^ i'll let my pictures do the talking...so here..

the fellas!!! lorce and charles drunk...oh dear...

the entorage people!! (sp?)

Faith and her bf, Mario, dancing the tinikling!!

THE entrance of the debut!!! ahahaha!!
*starts chanting* "Faith Sta. Ana...Mabait...Maganda..!!!!"

so that was my friday...and then the next day, saturday..we still had school!!! ahahahaha!!! it was our christmas party this time...they made it a saturday so we wouldnt have to go back to school on monday just for a party!!! which was cool...but kinda a drag for us people who went to the debut...really had to wake up early...and i slept like 2am already!!! damn!! but it was all good...after the christmas party...me, k8 and miren hanged out in rockwell and watched the movie, Just Like Heaven...it was cool!!!! and now...its my christmas break!!! wohooo!!!!

now for those who dont know...im typing really fast here...coz i need to scat and cook dinner already!! ahahahaha!!!! we're having red sauce pasta tonight!! so im outta here!!! i'll type in some stuff again later!!! ciao!! ^___~

pictures & monologues

2 weeks ago...wait...its dec. 12 already...so 3 weeks ago....no. 26, i went to my cousin's wedding...and i was the commentator for her wedding...so yea, they got me looking like a real girl!!! O__o whatever that means...but yea...so here's a pic of me and my lil' sis in the car on our way to the wedding..
then before that nov. 18...like i mentioned before, i joined this photo contest held by UNESCO..i didnt win although among the hundreds of pictures they chose to be exhibited in the 12th floor of GT Towers in Makati City, mine was chosen...here are a few pictures from that exhibit...



this picture with the frame was the one i took...its blurry since i had a hard time trying to get a picture of it since its hanged at the top wall...the picture i took was taken at Baclaran...we saw these bunch of kids running around selling plastic bags..and this one kid ran after the jeepney and hitched a ride...

this picture..i took out of boredom...but it turned out really cool...my title for this pic is... "tinted city horizon"

anyways, i finally did my monologue today!! thank God!!! im finished!! I got my monologue from the movie Bruce Almighty...I played the role of Bruce Nolan in the scene where he was on a boat and he suddenly found out that he didn't get the anchor job...so it was really funny!! and since this is for english...we're talking about sir abodiles...the hardest guy to please for grades!!! so i was really nervous when he gave out his comments for each performer...but im really hapy AND lucky that all he gave me were positive comments!!! so im looking forward for a good grade tomorrow!! he wont be announcing the grades until tomorrow (the last day for monologues)...one classmate of mine, a guy, did a monologue from the movie The Exocism of Emily Rose!!! He obviously played the role of Emily Rose in the scene where she was being exorcised!!! he really got the atmosphere and the whole thing going on!! all of us really got scared!!!!! and funny thing was when he did his intro for the monologue he made a note that he was never posessed (sp?) before!!! he was really good!!! when sir abodiles gave out his comments for my classmates performance he said with a wryly smile on his face, "i've never seen the movie but after this...i dont think i'll need to see it..." even sir abodiles got scared by him!!! hahahahaha!!! sir abodiles was first standing at the center back...but after the performance he was standing at the back corner already!!! ahahahaha!! it was really cool!!!!

well...that's my monday...this week is my exam week already...so i dont think i'll be able to update for awhile till my christmas break (dec. 17) actually starts!!!

schedule:

wed. - math & fil

thurs. - eng. & social studies

fri. - cle & physics
- faith's debut!!!!!

sat. - christmas party
- christmas play at antioch

conversations with a friend

last night's text message chat with miren...

me: ei..talk to me...you ready for your monologue on monday?

miren: yup! kinda nervous, but what the hell...you?

me: more or less..we're on the same boat...but yea, im nervous already just by practicing..

miren: your worried about your monologue? okay lang yan! its just a few lines for a few moments..you're just talking...the only difference is everyone's gonna listen.

me: yea...im not bad...its all in my head...

miren: chill bud...chill..

me: thanks for listening! medyo na asar lang ako kay christine kanina eh...we were chatting earlier...she said "being gay is bad"...she takes it by culture...oh well..

miren: hahahaha! no offense but that's funny..."being gay is bad" ^_^ hahaha..she sounds like a nun..

me: she said some other things that just didnt made sense to me...i think she's homophob!she kept repeating "i will not turn gay". O_o whatever...

miren: hhmmm...maybe she is..did you just tell her now ba?

me: here's the thing...she was with me during my gr. 6 nightmare days...she should know well enough....it only came up coz i told her about my freak tv incident and my bro's gf who's lolo doesnt like gay people. you know, simpleng kwento lang..

miren: pabayaan mo na siya...find the humor in it...i most certainly am.. ^__^

me: hehehe...you find humor anywhere! ^__~

miren: its how i survive.. ^__^ i have a funny kwento nga eh...yesterday at antioch, drea (jovie's gf) and me were wearing almost the same outfit..A red shirt, white jacket and jeans...tapos si jovie naka red din..pucha! out of like 30 people kami lang yung naka-red!God has one weird sense of humor..^___^

me: ahahahaha!!! did anyone else noticed??

miren: nope...i only realized nga when she left na..i told you God likes making fun of me! ^__^

me: so in turn you make fun of me and k8? ahehehe...^__^ i never get that chance to make fun of you!! >__O

miren: i actually make fun of you more than k8. ^_^ you gotta work on your hirit style.. ^_~

me: ahahahahaha!!! i'll keep that in mind..for now let God do His job!!! ^___^


for christine..

i didnt understand some of the things you said to me...some parts of it i get it...but most of which i didnt...i know what im up agaisnt, always its in my mind, when i try and be myself...i dont know why i like making things hard for myself..but its the way i am. like for this instance, i confused myself when im sure the answer is pretty simple, right? ..last night when we were chatting...you made feel like im a bad person....i may have taken some things in the wrong light...so enlighten me...

photo update

i didnt win the photojournalism contest... T__T

oh well..

it was the contest day itself...i was already holding my loaded SLR camera...

there were alot of students too! apparently, it was the regionals! so really a lot of people...

and then i saw this long haired girl wearing a plain red skirt and white blouse....ookaaay...so i got distracted...then back to the competition!!!

we were all huddled around this covered basketball court...we were going to take pictures of a basketball game. it was really stuffy since there are alot of people! but i was able to finish my roll of film...

the time when i was already trying to rewind the film...something was wrong...i couldnt turn the handle thing...it was stuck! so i tried forcing it...then...whoops! something went wrong!! i accidentally cut the film from the inside...so that's it for me...that automatically disqualified me!

the weird thing about it was i didnt mind it at all...i didnt care.. O__o

english essays

one of the most bizarre things i've ever done in my life is trust a teacher! well...he seems pretty cool about the whole thing. sir abodiles rocks! anyways, it all started when we were asked to make an essay for our ateneo entrance test. i wasn't really too into it since i didnt apply for any college (i really have my sights up for that culinary school). the essay was suppose to be about any significant event in one's life that. i asked sir abodiles "sir, what if its too personal to write?" he simply answered me, "well...its your choice." so i wrote what really happened to me. the link below was the essay i wrote...its really not that good...since i just wrote it for the sake of passing something.

ateneo english essay

after i passed that..well..nothing. nothing's changed at all. sir abodiles never said anything in return about my "revelations". which is really cool...coz i get to be a bit more of myself whenever it's his class...and i get to write what i really want without fear. like this one time...we had another essay assignment..this time we were suppose to write about historical lovers. it was easy really. get any couple from history! cleopatra and marc anthony, etc. but even if i did get such material from the net...i wont really have any connection or interest of writing the essay itself. whenever i write an essay, i always like to put or rather write something about that would really interest me and that i can easily relate to. so obviously...i wrote something about that...

historical lovers english essay

these are just one of my rarest yet honest thoughts ever written on paper...one friend of mine said that she really likes the way i am because i have this pure innocent thing going on...like im so honest with everything...she said she really likes that about me coz its so rare to see it nowadays. im happy to know that but the truth will always hurt because to be free one must endure first...i know i cant please everyone with my desicions and its been my nature always wanting to please everyone first but miren gave me this advice which i really took to heart already. she said to me, "i dont know the key to success...but the key to failure is trying to please everyone."

so...anyways...those are my english essays...eventhough i really enjoy sir abodiles class...he never really gives me much slack...he failed me in his subject!! hahaha!! first time i had a line of seven in english and it used to be such an easy class to pass! but i think its cause he really expects alot from me and if i dont meet those expectations i dont get much in return. oh well...as teacher who gives grades sir abodiles should be a bit more giving but as a gentleman he's the first one i've seen so far!

what's new?

• new blog!
• *soon* new laptop!
• new contests...

the last one...i will explain...i've been joining photography competitions for awhile now...the first one was last nov. 18..it was held by UNESCO...it was about modern-slavery here in the philippines..it was a nationwide contest..and out of the hundreds of pictures mine was chosen along with other 40+ photos that was exhibited...i didnt win anything though but im happy that my picture was at least among that was chosen to be exhibited. *if you're in the country, and you're in metro manila...go to makati city and stop by to GT Towers 12th floor* ^__~

tomorrow, is another photo contest...well its actually sudden and unplanned...the activity coordinator suddenly called me out of class this afternoon and told me that my school paper, Insights, entered me in their photojournalism contest...i was really surprised! for one thing, im not part of the school paper and the other...well...it brings back great memories! ^___^ i went to my uncle's shop before i went home today. my uncle is a professional photographer. i borrowed his SLR camera...its really old and really manual use. but i like it! photography at its classic form! and im really lucky actually, coz my uncle even gave me tips and taught me a few tricks of the field. photography is really cool!!! and its one of my favorite hobbies!!! ^___^

*well...that should be good for a first entry for a new blog...just a trial entry for now...^___~