im all right now...mentally, i mean.. ^___~
although im not so good physically right now....been feeling under the weather....slight sore throat, coughs...and my usual colds which have gotten worse due to bad weather...oh well...i dont mind it...i feel much better than usual now.. ^___^
i have school tomorrow and friday...i have no school on tuesday until thursday....kinda sucks that it falls in the middle of the week....tempting to skip classes...but i rather not...it would be such a waste if i did...
i was suppose to post some pictures here since i havent been doing that lately....but im pressed for time right now....i'll be leaving soon to go to mass....when i get back, i'll try and post the pix....
on other things.....im excited for saturday!!! i'll be going out with Rose and the others!!! i havent seen them for soooo long already!!!!!! i hope everybody could come!! see you guys soon!!! ^______^V
for the time being....enjoy this funny video i saw on youtube...people familiar with the game Tomb Raider:Lara Croft will laugh out loud...like me!! ^___~
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
not exactly how i imagined my day would be...
went out today with miren and keight....first to the mall of asia then makati cinema square....
and yet the most stupidest things and embarrassing as well happened....
while we were on our way back to the parking lot from makati cinema square...i realized the car keys weren't in my pocket....AGAIN....
i felt so imcompetent....
i called my dad...AGAIN...aalll the waaaay from bicutan he came to makati for the spare key....i felt sooo bad and stupid at the same time...never knew being bad and stupid could go so well together!?
it wasnt enough that ive been feeling so crappy lately...this had to happen....
once i got inside the car.....i screamed sooo much that i wanted to let out so many things....of which i dont know what to let go of first....unfortunately for miren and k8 they had to see me like that....[sorry about that guys....i really am..]
my mother said im sick coz i keep forgetting my car keys....*sneers* yea...i am sick in sooo many ways...well aside from that...my parents didnt really say much about my forgetful car key incidentS....
im basically just frustrated at myself....
and yet the most stupidest things and embarrassing as well happened....
while we were on our way back to the parking lot from makati cinema square...i realized the car keys weren't in my pocket....AGAIN....
i felt so imcompetent....
i called my dad...AGAIN...aalll the waaaay from bicutan he came to makati for the spare key....i felt sooo bad and stupid at the same time...never knew being bad and stupid could go so well together!?
it wasnt enough that ive been feeling so crappy lately...this had to happen....
once i got inside the car.....i screamed sooo much that i wanted to let out so many things....of which i dont know what to let go of first....unfortunately for miren and k8 they had to see me like that....[sorry about that guys....i really am..]
my mother said im sick coz i keep forgetting my car keys....*sneers* yea...i am sick in sooo many ways...well aside from that...my parents didnt really say much about my forgetful car key incidentS....
im basically just frustrated at myself....
thoughts from the depths of my deluded mind
[officially at this moment...i will be typing whatever i have in mind..regardless of what people may think of me...these would be my rare moments of honesty]
not to sound conceited but just to state an honest truth that somewhere at the back of my mind.... i know that i'll be able to reach my present goals....to get good grades...to graduate...and work as a chef...basically just to be able to earn for myself independently...
with little effort...just by following whatever people say to me....
then i suddenly i feel a piercing pain through my body.....will i just flow through without effort? in reality, i feel no drive at all. i just do whatever people tell me to. do it right and get it done right.
im so bored with my life. can i just die now? oh..wait that would actually need my effort...to die...would it even matter at all?
all i have are acquaintances in school...i actually tried to make an effort to be close friends with some....it just doesnt really work...i am a child with "virgin" ears. whatever they said....its annoying when i try to mentally grow up to their level of thinking....sometimes i understand...sometimes i dont...to ask with would be an ignorant thing to do....not to ask would even be more stupid....sex is the daily topic....culinary itinerary would be the daily worry...and the hateful faculty staff would always be there.
everything is so monotonous....its so predictable already.....
maybe im just having mood swings coz i might have my period soon...??? maybe...who knows, hormones are always a mysterious wonder....right now...i just feel like ranting on to whatever i have in mind....
like this for instance....is virginity still a sacred chastity that must be protected? O__o not to scare the religious devotees...just stating a random question....from my daily conversations from people in school...it doesnt really matter anymore..."im still virgin emotionally, not just physically" yea right...the importance of it...for whatever reason it is important for...doesnt matter anymore...
what was i talking about again?? oh...who cares! i'll just keep ranting on right now....i feel so frustrated...with everything....and i dont know why...hey!! maybe it is hormones!!! or maybe im just crazy....
like miren said..."i need a vice"...does porn count? ahahahahaha!! why deny the truth? im sooo going to hell now... maybe im high...well...i havent drank anything....yet....
if i was purely honest to whatever i think and say....would my friends still be my friends?? i feel like everything im doing is a facade....if i put myself outright "raw"...would anyone care to come near me? why am i even putting a facade in the first place?
what the hell is wrong with me?! better to just kill myself than say anything unwanted....
not to sound conceited but just to state an honest truth that somewhere at the back of my mind.... i know that i'll be able to reach my present goals....to get good grades...to graduate...and work as a chef...basically just to be able to earn for myself independently...
with little effort...just by following whatever people say to me....
then i suddenly i feel a piercing pain through my body.....will i just flow through without effort? in reality, i feel no drive at all. i just do whatever people tell me to. do it right and get it done right.
im so bored with my life. can i just die now? oh..wait that would actually need my effort...to die...would it even matter at all?
all i have are acquaintances in school...i actually tried to make an effort to be close friends with some....it just doesnt really work...i am a child with "virgin" ears. whatever they said....its annoying when i try to mentally grow up to their level of thinking....sometimes i understand...sometimes i dont...to ask with would be an ignorant thing to do....not to ask would even be more stupid....sex is the daily topic....culinary itinerary would be the daily worry...and the hateful faculty staff would always be there.
everything is so monotonous....its so predictable already.....
maybe im just having mood swings coz i might have my period soon...??? maybe...who knows, hormones are always a mysterious wonder....right now...i just feel like ranting on to whatever i have in mind....
like this for instance....is virginity still a sacred chastity that must be protected? O__o not to scare the religious devotees...just stating a random question....from my daily conversations from people in school...it doesnt really matter anymore..."im still virgin emotionally, not just physically" yea right...the importance of it...for whatever reason it is important for...doesnt matter anymore...
what was i talking about again?? oh...who cares! i'll just keep ranting on right now....i feel so frustrated...with everything....and i dont know why...hey!! maybe it is hormones!!! or maybe im just crazy....
like miren said..."i need a vice"...does porn count? ahahahahaha!! why deny the truth? im sooo going to hell now... maybe im high...well...i havent drank anything....yet....
if i was purely honest to whatever i think and say....would my friends still be my friends?? i feel like everything im doing is a facade....if i put myself outright "raw"...would anyone care to come near me? why am i even putting a facade in the first place?
what the hell is wrong with me?! better to just kill myself than say anything unwanted....
Monday, October 23, 2006
eternally unrequited
i was thinking for quite some time now...when was i ever really "in-love"? and i remembered nostalgic memories of my childhood days...innocent and sweet, yet naive to reality...
i was in grade 5 and i was still riding in a school bus before. and sometime during the middle of the school year...there was a new student...a year younger than me...she was cute with a lovely smile...and we quickly became close friends. although we were in different grade levels, somehow it didnt matter..before school, we'd sit beside each other making a ruckus so early in the morning [which caused the other people in the bus to wake up and get mad. lol.] and after school, on the way home, we'd tell stories of how our day went...and usually, she would sing to me...she has the most beautiful singing voice i have ever heard. or sometimes, when all energy was gone...we'd just sleep side-by-side...it felt so real back then...when other things didnt matter..
but soon, we grew up...and realized the differences..still...we made an effort of holding the "friendship" together...when she was already in grade 5 and i was in grade 6. she wasn't a bus rider anymore...so every morning, i would go to her class and wait for her arrival. her classmates soon took notice of me...and started making side-comments...but she didnt mind them at all. whenever she would see me outside, she would always run out and we'd go to the cafetorium and just talk about anything. it was really nice...those early mornings...somtimes we wouldn't say anything at all...just the comfort of being together for a moment was enough. well...she never finished her school year, since she had to move away again.
to be able to sit with someone and not say anything at all and yet feel so comfortable...i wonder if i'll ever find that feeling again....my first love....
~~~~on a side note~~~~
i've actually got not only a first love....but a failed love as well...many people know that already...then what else...uhhh...crushes..yes...plural form!! for the eternally unattainable..lol... ^__^ love in progress...*smirks*yea right...that's empty right now!! ahahahaha!!
from a very famous text quote.. "people say love makes the world go 'round...so does 10 shots of tequila...what's their point?"
i was in grade 5 and i was still riding in a school bus before. and sometime during the middle of the school year...there was a new student...a year younger than me...she was cute with a lovely smile...and we quickly became close friends. although we were in different grade levels, somehow it didnt matter..before school, we'd sit beside each other making a ruckus so early in the morning [which caused the other people in the bus to wake up and get mad. lol.] and after school, on the way home, we'd tell stories of how our day went...and usually, she would sing to me...she has the most beautiful singing voice i have ever heard. or sometimes, when all energy was gone...we'd just sleep side-by-side...it felt so real back then...when other things didnt matter..
but soon, we grew up...and realized the differences..still...we made an effort of holding the "friendship" together...when she was already in grade 5 and i was in grade 6. she wasn't a bus rider anymore...so every morning, i would go to her class and wait for her arrival. her classmates soon took notice of me...and started making side-comments...but she didnt mind them at all. whenever she would see me outside, she would always run out and we'd go to the cafetorium and just talk about anything. it was really nice...those early mornings...somtimes we wouldn't say anything at all...just the comfort of being together for a moment was enough. well...she never finished her school year, since she had to move away again.
to be able to sit with someone and not say anything at all and yet feel so comfortable...i wonder if i'll ever find that feeling again....my first love....
~~~~on a side note~~~~
i've actually got not only a first love....but a failed love as well...many people know that already...then what else...uhhh...crushes..yes...plural form!! for the eternally unattainable..lol... ^__^ love in progress...*smirks*yea right...that's empty right now!! ahahahaha!!
from a very famous text quote.. "people say love makes the world go 'round...so does 10 shots of tequila...what's their point?"
Saturday, October 21, 2006
do i have sem breaks??
well Rose, to answer your question...i decided to write a blog entry about it.... ^___~
NO!!
*stomps foot and pulls hair out of frustration*
anyways....it sucks!!!! i dont have any sem breaks!! on october 31-november 2 i have no classes...its so annoying...i have classes on monday and friday!!! plus its kitchen week so i cant exactly skip it...damn....
the longest break i'll ever have is my Christmas break which lasts for 2 weeks...oh...have i mentioned i have no summer vacation as well??
tuloy-tuloy 'toh hangang mag-graduate ako!!! patigasan na lang 'pre!!
ahehehehe....oh well....
NO!!
*stomps foot and pulls hair out of frustration*
anyways....it sucks!!!! i dont have any sem breaks!! on october 31-november 2 i have no classes...its so annoying...i have classes on monday and friday!!! plus its kitchen week so i cant exactly skip it...damn....
the longest break i'll ever have is my Christmas break which lasts for 2 weeks...oh...have i mentioned i have no summer vacation as well??
tuloy-tuloy 'toh hangang mag-graduate ako!!! patigasan na lang 'pre!!
ahehehehe....oh well....
Sunday, October 15, 2006
i'll be blunt...this is what i want..
its not too early to make a wish list for Christmas!! its midway october already!! ^___^ for the people who are wondering what gift/s they can give me..here's a list!! ahehehehe...
for other gift ideas... ^__~
ok, ok, ok...ive been typing all the things i want...how about you?? what do YOU want for Christmas?? ^__~
- pasta maker (the lil' machine where you just crank the lever to flatten the dough)
- potato ricer a.k.a. potato masher
- pepper mill
- mandoline
- electric hand blender/mixer
- soup ladles, metal spatulas and wooden spoons
- non-stick [teflon] 8" pan
- 14" diameter plain-colored plates (no designs on the plate pls) [for presentations and platings]
- cast-iron wok
for other gift ideas... ^__~
- Black Crocs!! [i need new kitchen clogs...mine hurts!]
- the big black round rabbit doll in comic alley..[also known as mokona...sooo cute!!]
- new hard drive for laptop...[downloading waaaay too many things at one time..]
- one-year subscription to FOOD magazine [im subscribed to COOK]
- "Field Guide to Meats" [its a reference book found in Fully Booked]
- "Field Guide to Produce"
- Or any general-information book about Meats, Seafoods, Dairy, etc...for my reference use.
ok, ok, ok...ive been typing all the things i want...how about you?? what do YOU want for Christmas?? ^__~
Thursday, October 12, 2006
waaaaah!!!!!
stupid! stupid! stupid anna!!! oh my god....i just got home from the mall nearby....i commuted going home today and left my car at the mall parking lot....because of all things to forget was my car keys INSIDE the car!!!! im soooo stupid!!! thankfully my dad has the spare...so i'll be going back for it later....but im just so frustrated at the fact of leaving the keys inside the car!!! dammit!!!
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
HAPPY BDAY CHRISTINE!!!!
i hope you got my text message!!! and i hope you had a great day today!! happy birthday lady!!! ^___~ love ya!!
Saturday, October 07, 2006
random trivia...
i was just browsing thru the net and saw this trivia about the month of october.. [in short i was just procrastinating].
[this is where my fave anime Kannazuki no Miko was roughly based upon]. The word "kannazuki" is actually the old Japanese name for October. According to legends, all the gods of Shinto gather in the province of Izumo during October, thus there are no gods everywhere else and it is called the "godless month".
whodathunk? ^__~
[this is where my fave anime Kannazuki no Miko was roughly based upon]. The word "kannazuki" is actually the old Japanese name for October. According to legends, all the gods of Shinto gather in the province of Izumo during October, thus there are no gods everywhere else and it is called the "godless month".
whodathunk? ^__~
Friday, October 06, 2006
SALVATION!!!
we have power people!!! power i say!!! ^____^ 6 days without any electricity....aww man!! i couldnt believe it!!! that long!! tuesday at 11:00pm we got our power back....but it took awhile to fix up our internet again...since we removed all of the wiring because the rain water seeped through our windows!! *sighs* it was so hard to endure without internet....i felt like i missed out on soo many things!! >__O yes, that's how big internet is in my life!! lol. anyways...i have a lot of things to download now....since my daily rotation of anime downloads got clogged up by the black out...oh well....
in other news....school has been pretty hectic....things i learned so far while working in the kitchen...
this just keeps adding up to the already bad name of my section....we had an open forum after that incident to fix everything once and for all....everybody told their own opinions and complaints....and worked things out....hopefully things will be much smoother from now on...
oh....and last wednesday...during asian cooking...we were deboning 40 pieces of whole chicken...everybody was so engrossed to the chicken that we forgot the other ingredients!!!! our chef got mad at us!! he made the guys duck-walk around the kitchen 20 times...and he made us, the girls, write what was the reason why we didnt do the other ingredients..."we forgot"!!! we had to write that small phrase 200 times!!!! X___X
ive never been soo happy for the weekend to come!!!! im so tired!! and to think i only went to school for 4 days this week and yet it really took alot out of me.....well...next week is just lecture week.... but doesnt exactly mean i can relax...just means i have to study more now...time to work on the theory side of cooking!!
by the way....i am seriously looking for people who wants to taste my food....i cook every sunday...and i cant always seem to get the portioning part right...so sadly, we have a lot of left overs....and in our household, left overs doesnt do well...since nobody's usually home...mostly everybody's home during the weekends only....well...for those interested...give me a call or text me...so i can save you a seat on the table!! ^__~
hope to hear from you guys soon!!! been a while already....miss ya!!!
*Christine's birthday coming up soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^________________^V
in other news....school has been pretty hectic....things i learned so far while working in the kitchen...
- there is no place for sympathy in the kitchen
- work fast but accurate in the kitchen
- know what you are doing and why you are doing it
- don't talk about anyone to avoid back stabbing
- better yet...just work dont talk...remembering the simple rule in ACP: obey now, complain later
- and the famous filipino saying, "trabaho lang, walang personalan."
this just keeps adding up to the already bad name of my section....we had an open forum after that incident to fix everything once and for all....everybody told their own opinions and complaints....and worked things out....hopefully things will be much smoother from now on...
oh....and last wednesday...during asian cooking...we were deboning 40 pieces of whole chicken...everybody was so engrossed to the chicken that we forgot the other ingredients!!!! our chef got mad at us!! he made the guys duck-walk around the kitchen 20 times...and he made us, the girls, write what was the reason why we didnt do the other ingredients..."we forgot"!!! we had to write that small phrase 200 times!!!! X___X
ive never been soo happy for the weekend to come!!!! im so tired!! and to think i only went to school for 4 days this week and yet it really took alot out of me.....well...next week is just lecture week.... but doesnt exactly mean i can relax...just means i have to study more now...time to work on the theory side of cooking!!
by the way....i am seriously looking for people who wants to taste my food....i cook every sunday...and i cant always seem to get the portioning part right...so sadly, we have a lot of left overs....and in our household, left overs doesnt do well...since nobody's usually home...mostly everybody's home during the weekends only....well...for those interested...give me a call or text me...so i can save you a seat on the table!! ^__~
hope to hear from you guys soon!!! been a while already....miss ya!!!
*Christine's birthday coming up soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^________________^V
Sunday, October 01, 2006
day 4
coz of the great storm milenyo....it has been 4 days since we have power at home...our water supply is low....sheesh...making it sound like a survival mode show...but it does feel like it...except its just a whole lot more boring!!!! i cant believe four days without internet or other electronics?!?! how do you say im typing this?? i am currently in a cafe in the Mall of Asia...sucking up their power and using their Wi-Fi services....i have no idea when we're going to get our power back...it sucks!! i swear!!!! omg....i pray we have power and water when we get home later.... the storm btw, thrashed everything, not just in our area...wherever the storm went...it blew down all those big billboards...pushed down every giant tree!!! its a calamity scene in the big city....oh well...everybody's just trying to make the best of it now....well i gotta go...please pray for the people who lost their homes and loved ones...peace!! ^___^ *mwah*
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