i was having this little conversation in my head...(obviously it just meant i was just talking to myself but hey! its still a conversation...) i decided to name the voice in my head Sam...since it would be weird if i just say "the voice inside my head said..." LOL. oh well...
Sam: what was that look for?
me: huh? what do you mean?
Sam: you know what i mean! stop denying it...
me: what?
Sam: you sure love playing dumb, dontcha? its right infront of you already...
me: yea...yea....i know what you mean....but..what can i do?
Sam: Oh...right...that is a problem...forgot about that "tiny" detial...
me: she doesnt swing that way....
Sam: man...being jealous sucks...well...sucks for you!!!
me: i know...there's nothing really i can do but just play along...
Sam: i wonder how long you can play like this?
me: until i grow up...i guess...
Sam: what does it mean to be grown up?
me: who knows...
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Pardon my French...
Je suis désolé… its been a long time since I’ve updated my blog…well..since I never pursued my summer job I enrolled into a summer French class with my cousin, Thessa and my friend, Miren. Its been really fun and I’m enjoying all the new friends I made plus the new language I’m learning. I’m planning on continuing this new language class till June…since my culinary schooling officially starts on July 10!!! I know….such a long vacation..Thank God for French!!! ^___~
Monday, April 17, 2006
stalling with the sounds of Sade...
okay...im suppose to go now to that resto kamsy referred me to for a part time job...but what am i still doing here? cold feet, i suppose... i've never really done anything like this before..
sure, ive done summer jobs before but that was in my parent's shop...working for your parents is an entirely different thing from actually looking for a job and working for someone whom may or may not like you in return...so, yeah...
but there are the money matters and work experience that i need...so im like playing or rather dancing a "cha-cha" here...deciding whether to go through with it...of course there are still slim chances of me getting the job since i havent actually gone to the place and introduced myself..but oh well...just thinking about it makes me nervous...well...thinking about it will get me no where if i dont move now... O__o
and its not just because i have nothing to do during my sumemr break..(im actually taking up french lessons!!)
i just need a little bit of self-confidence in me...or better yet ALOT of confidence...mine seems to be quite empty already... oh well...time to grow up now and take up responsibilty for whatever choices i make!!
apparently, from a survey i made through my text messages to my friends...i am too immature...time to think logical and set aside childish antics to survive in this circus!! ^___~
time is ... 2:39pm. i should get going now....i wonder how things will turn out...
but at most i pray that i DO get a part-time job!!!
sure, ive done summer jobs before but that was in my parent's shop...working for your parents is an entirely different thing from actually looking for a job and working for someone whom may or may not like you in return...so, yeah...
but there are the money matters and work experience that i need...so im like playing or rather dancing a "cha-cha" here...deciding whether to go through with it...of course there are still slim chances of me getting the job since i havent actually gone to the place and introduced myself..but oh well...just thinking about it makes me nervous...well...thinking about it will get me no where if i dont move now... O__o
and its not just because i have nothing to do during my sumemr break..(im actually taking up french lessons!!)
i just need a little bit of self-confidence in me...or better yet ALOT of confidence...mine seems to be quite empty already... oh well...time to grow up now and take up responsibilty for whatever choices i make!!
apparently, from a survey i made through my text messages to my friends...i am too immature...time to think logical and set aside childish antics to survive in this circus!! ^___~
time is ... 2:39pm. i should get going now....i wonder how things will turn out...
but at most i pray that i DO get a part-time job!!!
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
evacuating...
just wanted to show you guys what's happening with my room...apparently because of the construction of my brother's house...which is right beside ours....his house covered the exhuast of my aircon...so now im camping at my parents room for the mean time while the workers move my aircon to the other side of my wall....so hopefully after that construction work in my room...i can start to actually clean it and paint it... ^___~ wish me good luck on that!! O__o
(last pic of what was my room before)photo update
well...obviousyl a lot has happened over the past 2 weeks...so i will fill this update post with lots and lots of pictures for you guys to enjoy. ^___~ (just click on the image to get a bigger and better view of it)
christine came here and visited....she came to my ACP graduation and we went shopping in greenhills!!! ^___^
after that...i had my field trip in EartHaven at San Mateo, Rizal....it was a lot of fun!!! i really enjoyed myself since im such an "outdoorsy" person...altho i cant say the same for my other classmates who prefer a much "civilized" venue for a fieldtrip...oh well... ^___~
after my field trip...my week was filled with graduation practices and preparation for my High School graduation which was held last saturday, april 1...it wasnt as an emotional event as i expected it to be...but in some way im kinda glad it didnt turned out like that...i dont want any goodbyes said in tears...im pretty sure me and my other batch mates will see each other again...not so often though but im sure we'll see each other again...(btw, valedictorian is gel and salutetorian is carlo). i had my graduation dinner at Sugi (a japanese resto situated at greenbelt 3)...it was soooo goood!!! i loooveee it!!! ^_____^V then my dad, bro and older sis gave me the culinary books that i've always wanted as grad gifts!!! i was sooo happy!!! and my lil sis, mica, gave me a match box Peugeot convertable car!! yay!! i know it sounds soo childish...but i've got this new fascination with cars and motorbikes...so im starting a new collection of miniature cars and motorbikes!!! its soo cool!! ^___~
well...obviously after the graduation night is the much anticipated graduation ball....it was held at the Mandarin Hotel...and it was a really cool event!!! everybody looked so hot and beautiful (including me ofcourse!)!!! unfortunately the dance floor wasnt much to be desired it was smaller than Westin's and we thought that Westin's dance floor was already small but it got beaten by Mandarin!!! oh well...still we had lotsa fun and i really let myself loose on the dancefloor!!! ^___~ after the gradball...miren, k8 and i were suppose to go to an after party...but we got no ride...so we just hanged out in miren's house...we went swimming in her pool and made chit-chat till 4am!!!! even if it was just the 3 of us, we enjoy the night fully!! err...day...ahehehe....(the 2 pictures on the left with me, k8 and another person...that is actually my physics teacher, Mrs. Padlan!! ahahahaha!! she's so cute!! then the picture below that...the one with another teacher and me...the teacher is my class adviser and filipino teacher, Ms. Agor!! Really cool teacher!! actually all of my teachers are cool!!!! im gonna miss them... >___<) 
so the next day or the next few hours we finally got up around 9am (ugh..still needed sleep but oh well...) we went to school and picked up our report cards...im pretty happy with mine although english was never my strong subject.. after that when i got home...i started cleaning my room...and not just the usual cleaning that i always do...this is *the* general cleaning!! i've stripped down my wall (taken off all the pics!) shock? ahehehe...well...i got tired of the pictures already...and the photos were accumulating dust and other unknown life forms....so i thought of just repainting my wall...it'll be fun since my friends will be here to help out as well..ahehehe.. (free labor? ahahahaha!! just kidding!). so now since it is my general cleaning and planning of painting my room...my estimated time of finish will be one week's time (that's for the cleaning only) i havent thought about how long it will take to paint my room since i think that would take a much longer time...oh well...
so anyways, aside from my general cleaning of my room...what have i been upto since now im officially an alumni of csa? (as kamsy has put it). well...im still pretty much active in my parish community...i'll be going there actually later and help out with the practises and preparations for the Sinakulo play (based on modern times tho so its really good) which will be held next week already at 7:30pm (mon-wed) at the Don Bosco Parish...(those interested for tickets let me know!!) and also, aside from my parish...i've been looking for a summer job in any restuarant...just to help me prepare for my formal culinary schooling...so if anybody knows of some resto hiring for help...please let me know...i am serious about this one...so help me out, k? thanks!!
well...that's it for now...a pretty long and decent update for you guys...hope you enjoy reading and looking at the pictures..ahehehe...and if you want any of the pictures (i actually have more) let me know and i can email em to you...till next time!! ciao!! ^____~
christine came here and visited....she came to my ACP graduation and we went shopping in greenhills!!! ^___^
after that...i had my field trip in EartHaven at San Mateo, Rizal....it was a lot of fun!!! i really enjoyed myself since im such an "outdoorsy" person...altho i cant say the same for my other classmates who prefer a much "civilized" venue for a fieldtrip...oh well... ^___~ after my field trip...my week was filled with graduation practices and preparation for my High School graduation which was held last saturday, april 1...it wasnt as an emotional event as i expected it to be...but in some way im kinda glad it didnt turned out like that...i dont want any goodbyes said in tears...im pretty sure me and my other batch mates will see each other again...not so often though but im sure we'll see each other again...(btw, valedictorian is gel and salutetorian is carlo). i had my graduation dinner at Sugi (a japanese resto situated at greenbelt 3)...it was soooo goood!!! i loooveee it!!! ^_____^V then my dad, bro and older sis gave me the culinary books that i've always wanted as grad gifts!!! i was sooo happy!!! and my lil sis, mica, gave me a match box Peugeot convertable car!! yay!! i know it sounds soo childish...but i've got this new fascination with cars and motorbikes...so im starting a new collection of miniature cars and motorbikes!!! its soo cool!! ^___~
well...obviously after the graduation night is the much anticipated graduation ball....it was held at the Mandarin Hotel...and it was a really cool event!!! everybody looked so hot and beautiful (including me ofcourse!)!!! unfortunately the dance floor wasnt much to be desired it was smaller than Westin's and we thought that Westin's dance floor was already small but it got beaten by Mandarin!!! oh well...still we had lotsa fun and i really let myself loose on the dancefloor!!! ^___~ after the gradball...miren, k8 and i were suppose to go to an after party...but we got no ride...so we just hanged out in miren's house...we went swimming in her pool and made chit-chat till 4am!!!! even if it was just the 3 of us, we enjoy the night fully!! err...day...ahehehe....(the 2 pictures on the left with me, k8 and another person...that is actually my physics teacher, Mrs. Padlan!! ahahahaha!! she's so cute!! then the picture below that...the one with another teacher and me...the teacher is my class adviser and filipino teacher, Ms. Agor!! Really cool teacher!! actually all of my teachers are cool!!!! im gonna miss them... >___<) so anyways, aside from my general cleaning of my room...what have i been upto since now im officially an alumni of csa? (as kamsy has put it). well...im still pretty much active in my parish community...i'll be going there actually later and help out with the practises and preparations for the Sinakulo play (based on modern times tho so its really good) which will be held next week already at 7:30pm (mon-wed) at the Don Bosco Parish...(those interested for tickets let me know!!) and also, aside from my parish...i've been looking for a summer job in any restuarant...just to help me prepare for my formal culinary schooling...so if anybody knows of some resto hiring for help...please let me know...i am serious about this one...so help me out, k? thanks!!
well...that's it for now...a pretty long and decent update for you guys...hope you enjoy reading and looking at the pictures..ahehehe...and if you want any of the pictures (i actually have more) let me know and i can email em to you...till next time!! ciao!! ^____~
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