okay...im suppose to go now to that resto kamsy referred me to for a part time job...but what am i still doing here? cold feet, i suppose... i've never really done anything like this before..
sure, ive done summer jobs before but that was in my parent's shop...working for your parents is an entirely different thing from actually looking for a job and working for someone whom may or may not like you in return...so, yeah...
but there are the money matters and work experience that i need...so im like playing or rather dancing a "cha-cha" here...deciding whether to go through with it...of course there are still slim chances of me getting the job since i havent actually gone to the place and introduced myself..but oh well...just thinking about it makes me nervous...well...thinking about it will get me no where if i dont move now... O__o
and its not just because i have nothing to do during my sumemr break..(im actually taking up french lessons!!)
i just need a little bit of self-confidence in me...or better yet ALOT of confidence...mine seems to be quite empty already... oh well...time to grow up now and take up responsibilty for whatever choices i make!!
apparently, from a survey i made through my text messages to my friends...i am too immature...time to think logical and set aside childish antics to survive in this circus!! ^___~
time is ... 2:39pm. i should get going now....i wonder how things will turn out...
but at most i pray that i DO get a part-time job!!!
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tangina anna!! kaya mo yan! babatukan kita eh! patapos na summer di ka parin nakaksubmit!
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