i've always been told many times that i'm a chatter box (madaldal). although, to my surprise, i was told by my close friends that i dont say anything. i suppose i do "say" alot of things but in terms of saying what i really feel or think....i can't always seem to explain myself well. so i say nothing. like miren and keight would always talk about something whether funny, serious or just down right mean and i would just laugh along with them. at most times they'd wait for my reaction or comment on the topic and i would just smile in return. i dont why...but i never mind it actually coz mostly (as usual) i dont know what to say in return...how come i cant get a quick response from my lil brain? or do i just hesitate?? but why would i be hesitating to answer?
i dont really understand much (a phrase i often say/write)....oblivous to my surroundings i guess...but i wonder many times...how come i cant explain myself well? the thoughts in my mind....the feelings in my heart....words dont come into my head to express these things easily...so at most, i guess, i try and draw it...but what am i drawing anyway?? currently...nothing so far...like major drawing projects...i actually do have a few i should finish coloring (photoshop) but it can wait...*sighs* an artist life is such burden! woooosha!!! feeling!
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oo nga pansin ko un... it's like nahihirapan ka express ideas mo minsan
ahehehe... ewan ko ba sa sarili ko.. O__o
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